Yet this morning, i was rudely awoken at 9am. Just a shudder and a blink, i was wide awake. I was really really heart sick; tears were flowing down my cheeks when i opened my eyes.
I felt emo.
I dreamt of you and him. It was somewhere on a rooftop. You guys had dinner and all nice things during the sunset. As the evening progressed, you two got intimate -- and i woke up.
My heart was so hallowed that i curled up under my comforter and hugged my pillow so tightly -- hoping to fill the void.
I'm afraid i can't find the strength i need. I'm so exhausted. I really love you and miss you so much...
I hope you can sense it.
Please forgive me for my actions. I yearned so much for your attention and affection, but i'm struggling not to ask for too much right now; i'm afraid you'd be upset with me. Just wanted you to know that.
Wished it never happened.
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